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well my name is shaumyan redwood and I'm

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a healer I'm a teacher I'm a psychic so

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I do a whole bunch of things and the way

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I started was quite dramatic it was very

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clear like this is the beginning

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thirty-five years ago when I was 29 I

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gave birth to twins and at the birth

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everything that could go wrong did go

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wrong the whole thing was just a

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nightmare from beginning to end every

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department screwed up basically so the

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outcome was that I died and went to

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heaven

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and I had this really clear experience

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of leaving my body was lying in the

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hospital bed I felt myself leave my body

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there was no fear there was no pain

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completely peaceful I didn't know where

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I was going but I knew it was in to

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peace and in to love and there were

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angels there so I floated up out of my

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body

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and it was a real surprise to me that

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all of my consciousness was in me not in

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that body so I absolutely knew the body

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is just the house that this

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consciousness is living in for this very

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short space of time so I drifted away it

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was very beautiful not at all scary and

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I I drifted into this golden light that

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was all around me as I was floating in

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this ocean of golden light and when I

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got there I knew this is home this is

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who I am this is real and this is where

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I want to be and everything down there

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that that body is doing is just a story

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that I'm acting out for this very little

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lifetime so I was very happy very

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peaceful in this golden light

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one was hard to describe because it's

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everything you could ever want was right

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there so I was floating about in this

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wonderful golden light completely

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blissful and then Jesus appeared in

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front of me and and I just knew it was

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him he didn't look like that the man he

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was in a body of white light

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his heart was this blue star and I just

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knew that was that's how it was so I'm

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kind of oh I'm not a Christian I'm not

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one of yours you've got the wrong person

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and he just looked at me with

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unconditional love and acceptance no

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judgment I was the one that was thinking

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over my life and I shouldn't have done

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that

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and he was just like it's all forgiven

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it's all forgiven so we had this

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conversation in my head telepathically

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and he said because your heart is pure

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if you want to you can stay with us here

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in the golden light but we are asking

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you to go back because the world needs

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your love your wisdom and your healing

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well at the time I didn't really have

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any just a really normal person a

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schoolteacher having my career buying a

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house having nice holidays anyway I said

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to him how can I go back down there

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knowing that this is where I belong with

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you so he he reached into his heart and

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he took a piece of his doll it makes me

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cry even now 35 years later and he put

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it into my heart and he said now you

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will know that I am always with you so

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the next minute I'm floating over that

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body in that hospital bed knowing that's

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not me if I get into that

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I will take on suffering and pain if I

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stay out in the light

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I will never suffer again but I think

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IRAs setup really because my twins I

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just had twins they were 10 days old I

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was the one that invited them because I

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always wanted children and the thought

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of leaving them without a mother was

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more than I could do so I got back into

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that body and then everything that I've

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done previously in my life had

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absolutely no meaning whatsoever

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completely irrelevant so I was like a

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child having to learn how to be in in a

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body and how to be on the earth and I

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just wanted to be back there in the love

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but I wasn't I was here in the pain and

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so I just studied everything I could

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find yoga meditation healing astrology

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trying to find a way to get back there

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because I really wanted to be there not

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here so it took me about 10 years to

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really integrate and and even to

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understand what had happened to me

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because in those days this was in 1980

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it wasn't much talk of near-death

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experiences so I had no idea what had

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happened to me so over the years I

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started to remember more and more of who

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I was I found I could do healing just

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spontaneously laying on hands I started

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to open up psychically to get messages

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for people and then I said I want a way

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to take people to have that experience

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before they died so that they can really

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understand I am NOT my body I am this

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incredible light be

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so I just developed this form of

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hypnotherapy I got into hypnotherapy and

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then I decided or I found that I could

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use hypnosis to take people into the

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golden light to experience themselves as

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soul without them having to die so

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that's what I do now I develop this

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whole system of hypnosis where I take

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people to have not just a conversation

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but to experience themselves as soul as

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higher self as I am presence

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whichever one wants to show up and then

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we ask that being what they want to say

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to the person about their lives and then

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to go into a memory of a past life or a

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different star system and different

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plane that you came from that will help

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you to understand who you are as a being

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and then anything that that person wants

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to know about in their life they've got

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this illness they're in this bad

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marriage they don't know what they're

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supposed to be doing here then we ask

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the soul or the higher self because they

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know everything so in a way it's taking

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people to get their own information

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instead of going to a psychic and they

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say it's this this or it's that you're

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actually telling yourself so to me it's

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more empowering for that person it's

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more authentic if they're getting their

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own information so it really it really

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transforms people's lives so so now I

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called myself an interdimensional travel

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agent because I I've been here forever

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I was on the planet in Lemuria which was

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the first civilization when we did live

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in the light before the fall so my first

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book that I wrote is called coming home

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to Lemuria and that was written after

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many hit no fair

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sessions with people that I met in

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Hawaii where all my l'amore and family

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is living so all the sessions that I did

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were going back to the Moriya so I wrote

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that book and I had those memories and

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so from since then that was five ten

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years ago I've remembered a lot of my

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star connections or all the different

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stars that we came from it wasn't just

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some from here and some from there many

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of us have been on all of the star

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systems we had to go and learn specific

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things on the Pleiades Sirius our Taurus

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Andromeda Venus to prepare us for this

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mission here on earth which was to come

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from oneness and light to go through

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darkness and separation and then to

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bring it all back unfortunately we're at

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the completion end if we had to go

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through it all again I don't think many

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of us would volunteer when I actually

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experienced the fall for myself I asked

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to be taken to experience what it was

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like and before the fall we were fully

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connected to our own divine essence and

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to the source so we could just pop in

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and out when we just go home whenever we

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wanted to and we agreed that we would

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stay here now only the very strong Souls

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agreed to do that because somehow we

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knew it was going to take a great deal

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of courage and strength to go through

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separation so that some Souls didn't

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feel they wanted to take that on so they

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just left the planet but the ones who

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chose to stay we realized that the the

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door was closed and we couldn't get home

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anymore

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and we really had no idea how it was

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going to be so for myself when I went

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through that separation I went into

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despair and grief and kind of on some

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level gave up and then had many

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lifetimes of letting people and slave me

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because I didn't care anymore

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now some people that I've worked with in

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hypnotherapy who taking them through the

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four went into anger and rage like how

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dare they so those people are still

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living out anger and rage than other

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people are living out grief and despair

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so somehow we have to get over that get

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through that because we are going back

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to the light so about five years ago I

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was getting emails from all over the

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world people like it's so hard I want to

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go home I don't want to be here is it

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ever going to change so I asked for

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sessions that would show me where we're

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going to like why are we doing this is

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there a purpose and is there an end in

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sight and what happened was all these

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people came and I took them through the

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ascension through the dimensional shift

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out the other side when the earth is

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restored and we are all reconnected and

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we are living once more as we did in

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Lemuria in oneness light and connection

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with our own divine essence and it's on

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the earth and it's in this lifetime so

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everybody that I took forward and it was

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18 people all had the same experience

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their bodies were full of light they

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were rejuvenated there was no more aging

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there was no more pain and there wasn't

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even dying we didn't die from

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degeneration and disease the way

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do now we just when we decided that our

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mission was complete and we'd fulfilled

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what we came to do we just lay down left

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to our bodies and went home and the

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reason I chose to leave work because

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I've seen my leaving I'm with my twin

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flame we just lay down all the people in

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the community come to celebrate the

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lives that we've had and they're singing

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and they're playing music and then we

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just leave and the reason we can leave

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is that the planet is safe for the

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children and that was what why we had to

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wait because there was a transition time

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where the light started to return to the

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earth and then the earth was lifted into

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the light and the people who chose to

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make that transition were all lifted up

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and then there was some residue of

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people who were still deciding do I want

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to go into the light or do I want to

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leave the planet there isn't really any

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other choice now because the way we've

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been doing power over is not possible on

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this planet for very much longer so

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everybody has a choice to make either

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you return to the light or and you stay

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in the body or you leave the planet and

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you return to the light in that way so

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either way everybody goes home to the

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light so I took all this information

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that I had received and I wrote my the

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book that has just been published by

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Ozark Mountain Press and it's called a

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new earth rising and it's really a book

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of hope because it's very clear from the

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experiences of all these people that we

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are going home the earth is returning to

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the garden to paradise

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as it was in the beginning and as was

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promised and has been prophesied it's

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it's like we read in Revelations I saw a

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new heaven and a new earth so now I

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absolutely know that that's where we're

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going and that is what is offered for

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every single person on this planet

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nobody will be left behind nobody is

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left out this is for all of the human

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race to be lifted back up into oneness

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unity and light and so that is now my

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work is to help people to make that

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connection with with their higher self

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so I do it through hypnosis through a

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crystal ball sound healing i channel

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messages and meditations so have a lot

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of them on my youtube channel there's

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probably 40 activations with crystal

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balls and I'm just here to serve the

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plan when I came back from being with

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Jesus in heaven there really was no me

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anymore there was nothing else to do

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with my life except give it to God and

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say wherever you need me to be that's

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where I will go so I've been traveling

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all over the place for the last 30 years

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just doing that and I'm seeing the shift

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now I'm seeing that people are wanting

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to cooperate in the work place

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internationally they're really done with

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conflict and aggression and hostility

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people just want peace now they know

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that it's coming they can feel it and

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they just want it to happen so I'm just

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here to support that in whatever way

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that I can

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to me God is God within and then this

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kind of force it's a field that is just

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love and we were created from that a

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field and it's the divine and we are the

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divine so there is no separation so what

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I learned from going into that field

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into the golden light was that love is

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the only thing that has any meaning

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whatsoever so anything in my life that

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doesn't feel like love when I get

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triggered which I do I get angry or I

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get upset I just process it as quickly

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as I can so that I can return to laughs

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anybody that's done anything to me and

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there's been a lot over married lots of

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times I had lots of relationships had

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problems with people really attacking me

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because of who I am either they're

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jealous or I'm triggering things that

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they don't want to look at what I've

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learned is just forgiveness the power of

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forgiveness so it when I lived in Hawaii

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I learned this practice called

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ho'oponopono which is just even if you

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don't feel you did anything to anyone if

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you're having conflicts or tension you

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just go and you say I'm sorry I love you

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forgive me and I forgive you don't hold

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on to that old stuff you know one of the

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things I do now I do massage but I also

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am a nurse's aide and I work for hospice

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so I'm working with people who are dying

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and I'm sitting with them and one of the

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things that they feel so bad about and

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that is so sad that a lot of them have

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had family feud's going on they

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haven't spoken to their children for 20

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years and here they are dying and they

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don't want to leave it like that so what

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I would say to everybody is clean it up

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whatever it was make amends make peace

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and put it right because there's no

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reason not to when you get to the other

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side you will be given the chance to put

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it right and you'll have to put it right

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if you've done anything to harm anybody

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else and you go over the other side and

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you do your life review you will look

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back on the things that you did and you

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all want to put them right so I would

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really say to you do it now while you're

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still here and that person is still here

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so that by the time you come to make

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that transition there will be no regrets

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and there'll be nothing to clean up one

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of the things I do in my hypnosis is

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called life between life therapy where

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we go to through the death to look at

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the life review and to meet with your

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counsel and it's not anybody judging you

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nobody is judging you they're just

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helping you to look back over your life

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see what you felt good about and see

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what you really wish you could go and do

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a have another go so whatever it is put

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it right now and know that love is the

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only reason that we're here so spread it

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that the people that the check out the

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people at the gas station just smile at

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everybody and let them know you are

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precious and I love you

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and you'll be amazed at how many people

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smile back and are so grateful to have

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somebody just show them that they're a